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 ..I think that I'd hate you
If we weren't such good friends
I'd wish you were dead

Today I missed my bus. I had to take the trolley to the city 'cause the buses that would take me directly to my neighborhood aren't driving about today. So I got to the city and found that my bus had gone just 2 minutes before I got there and the next one was coming in about 20 minutes. So I walked. And it's very pretty outside, all under a white blanket of snow and the sun shining softly upon it. But the weather made me happy 'cause of the false sense of coming spring. You think - huh, sun; guess the snow will melt soon and all the green will come out and it'll be warm again. But no, at least another 2 months of this shit. Probably three. Maybe as much as four, 'cause I do remember snow in April. Fuck.

So another year has begun. My New Year's resolution was to not let my fear guide me and not let myself get in the way of my happiness and what I really want. Yeah, that's gonna happen. Happy New Year, much like the old year, full of bullshit.

I can honestly say, at this moment, first day of 2010, I have no joy in my heart.

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