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Today was, what we could call.. auditioning. For the school quire. At first I was like "Hell no, I'm not going in there!". But we were at the door, and..
Merit said.. "No.. I'm not going.. are you ?"
"No way.."
Then she looked inside for a moment again. And then she was like "Let's go in!"
And we did.
So, we sat there, put our information down for the teacher. And waited. There were people inside, the teacher, who listened to us and then there were.. the people from the quire. Our own students.
I was scared shitless. I've never sang in front of more than 2 people, and even those were my very best friends and the music was almost louder than me. And then.. it was like, 8 people.. no music.. singing alone in front of the class. Oh god, it's like a nightmare. At first I wanted to sing "Still loving you", but nothing good came out of it. So, I tried to save myself quickly with singing "In joy and sorrow".. it was a bit better, I suppose. The teacher said I have a really low voice though. Beh, I don't know, I suppose it could be some kind of a plus. I mean, they don't have enough boys, I can be one! ;D I suppose it's kind of a lose-lose situation though. If I get in, I'll have to be in school 8AM on Tuesday. Every Tuesday. If I don't get in, I'll be crushed, 'cause that'll mean I really can't sing. Grr, I'll never sing, when people are around, ever again, then.
So, what else. We went to "Hilpharakas" with Merit today. Since I owed her 50kr, I let her pick out the same thing Deca let me pick out. A.. cloth-thingy with something written on it. She had "666" on hers. Good enough.
School itself was okay. We get to be in Hellerma's class, yay! Again, freeloading in English, then. ^^ And our new Math teacher.. is.. a bit odd. Today she explained everything we had learned in the past 4 years.. so slowly.. so.. thoroughly.. really.. odd. And our History teacher is some evil blonde.
Hmm.. I know I'm forgetting something.. but oh well.
Going to Tartu tomorrow. After school I'll run home, take my bag, run to the bus station and get on the first bus that leaves. Somebody remind me, that I wanted to make neutral speak french. Bwhahaa. Ilovehim. ^^
So, I suppose I'll see you people later. Rrrrr. Kinkyness. :**