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Well. The last couple of days have been more than a bit interesting.
Uh. I think I have a boyfriend.
I think he still has to dump his girlfriend. Since he said, that she probably wants to move on anyway. And that it's all complicated with her. I don't want to seem like the one who's like, stealing someone's boyfriend. And he said I shouldn't think of it like that. 'Cause it's not like that. Isn't it ? I'm not sure.
But I think I'm kind of in love. He's funny, sweet, smart, good-looking.. isn't he pretty much perfect ? Well, 'cept for the fact that he lives rather far away. Tartu. Bah.
But, Merit's going to Viljandi tomorrow. And the day after, probably to Tartu. And, if I can somehow get in touch with him (his cell got stolen and he's happily running around in Tallinn perhaps, maybe he got on the last bus to Tartu, not sure), then I'll go with Merit. To Tartu. And see him. I might spend the night and Hannes' place, if he's okay with it. I still have to ask. If he isn't, then I'll just have to go home the same day.
No, Hannes isn't the one. Hannes is a friend. Uh, not getting into that. Why ? Well, nothing important. Not that Hannes wouldn't be import-- goddamn. I have to get an ego and stop worrying about people taking some of my sentences in a bad way. Since I usually mean things in a good way anyway. Okay. Enough of Hannes.
I stood outside in the rain with him. No, not Hannes. My boyfriend-to-be ? He had nowhere to go (or well, so he thought) and I couldn't let him in. Mom would've killed me. And him. So. I couldn't let him be in the cold alone. I got to bed around.. 7AM, I think. It was nice.
I think I'm gonna see Merit tomorrow, too. Before she leaves. Yes. At noon. *western music*.
So. Wow I'm kind of psyched. I mean. C'mon. He's so cute! But I'm kind of worried about him.. baah. I hope he's okay. I think I'm gonna wait in the net. And see if he caught the last bus. Which would mean he should arrive in Tartu in.. 2:30AM or something. So.. staying up 'till 3AM ? Aagh, waking up 10AM is going to be a bitch. >.<>.> I mean. Yeah. I'll be back. :D


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Can it really be ?